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From Here to Nowhere [EP]

by Ashtray Monument

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1.
Those words they come to kill again It's like a never ending nightmare Your blood still crawls under my skin Makes me insane and suicidal They let me down, I lost my mind Somewhere I'm unable to find They let me down, they let me blind And they made me feel alone In this place where I belong Yeah, I feel I found my home You made your bed, I dug my grave And may death tear us apart You were the devil, I was your slave The ruller was your cruel heart I think I'm lost, I think I'm found I think I have touched the ground I try to scream, don't make a sound 'Cause they made me feel alone In this place where I belong Yeah, I feel I found my home In this place where I belong Yeah, I feel I found my home
2.
Apathy 04:39
I'm growing cold now I've got no sympathy I'm growing old now Just like my apathy Nothing to look to Nothing to find Hey, how do I do? Oh, aren't you so kind! Give me a reason Something to stay I know you're lying Don't wait for me today Can't you see we're all alone Can't you tell? Can't you see we're on our own Can't you tell? I hope you see now That it isn't you It is only My point of view Is it all static Or is the world free? I'm beginning To think the joke's on me Can't you see we're all alone Can't you tell? Can't you see we're on our own Can't you tell? You can't make it right I can't sleep at night Don't worry,take your time Oh, 'cause we're just fine
3.
Blurred 04:13
In the moment it means everything But then as you go back It doesn't even matter where you've been It don't mean jack I know i could fight it But i'm too lazy It breaks my spirit Oh well i got TV I'm so blurred out of my mind i can barely see Help me clear the fog that lies around me That's the way it goes (That's the way it goes) [2x] You know i would help you but I hate to get in a mess Don't look at my that way You'll make me flouresce It's getting stronger but I don't want to be around You know i hate it when you Knock me to the ground I'm so blurred out of my mind i can barely see Help me clear the fog that lies around me That's the way it goes (That's the way it goes) [2x] Stop thinking for now Relax and show me how You avoid playing this game You know it won't be the same I'm so blurred out of my mind i can barely see Help me clear the fog that lies around me [2x] But that's the way it goes (from here to nowhere, that's the way it goes)
4.
I don't know why there's something following me Reminds me I have something i can't see Sometimes I hear the voice saying don't avoid this Sometimes it says think of what you'll miss And I know, I know, I don't have much time But I let it go and now I feel divine How much more does it take until I can rest my head How much more does it take until I can be in bed Nightmares are dreams where you can see clearly Make the right choise and then everything will be dearly Change is hard but doing it only makes it easy The present's boring I want you to surprise me And I know, I know, I don't have much time But I let it go and now I feel divine And I know he'll be always be there To help me or confuse me I'll never make up my mind
5.
Do You Mind? 02:31
Don't mind my stupid laments Don't mind my awkward presence Don't mind if I'm unpleasant My friend, we will meet again Don't mind my long ugly face Don't mind this lack of grace Don't mind I can't keep up with the pace My friend, will I be born again? I hope that we're doing good and you don't mind Don't mind my attention seek Don't mind I'm a breakable weak Don't mind if my eyes start to leak My friend, promise you'l bury me Don't mind this insisting tune Don't mind it'll be over soon Don't mind, my friend I hope that we're doing good and you don't mind Don't mind, I'm just loosing my mind [8x]
6.
You want me to take the blame You want me to change my game You know it's okay I'll be on my way You make it look easy And I just look silly You know it's okay I'll do as you say As time goes on It doesn't feel right We're fighting all the night Just leave me on my own Goodbye, I'm going home, yeah. You chain me just like a dog You got me under your fog I've had enough Won't put up with your stuff You think about me every night You just lost the last flight You know it's okay I'll stand up, walk away As time goes on It doesn't feel right We're fighting all the night Im still here when the last door closes You're just like leaves on withered roses, yeah.
7.
Jesus, don't want me for a sunbeam Sunbeams are never made like me Don't expect me to cry, For all the reasons you had to die Don't ever ask your love of me Don't expect me to cry Don't expect me to lie Don't expect me to die for thee Jesus, don't want me for a sunbeam Sunbeams are never made like me Don't expect me to cry, For all the reasons you had to die Don't ever ask your love of me [5x] Don't expect me to cry Don't expect me to lie Don't expect me to die for thee
8.
To be with you felt like a dream I don't get tired of our routine But trouble always gets us by The hardest ways that it can find By body strains from caffeine It's getting hard to get some sleep I try to think I will be fine But the ceiling's ugly by design You're sad But you're happier than I'll ever be Some said You were mine. Yeah, you'll be my memory After tortured in Acheron I can tell right from wrong Can tell pain from agony You're feeling blue I thought you knew Your heart was never true Go your way I'm over you Just grow up already You're sad But you're happier than I'll ever be Some said You were mine. Yeah, you'll be my memory I'm wrestling pain by feeling numb I'm hating what I have become Close the door, stay alone But staring at the telephone Turn your room upside down Scream "Fuck it!" really loud Just leave that elevator 'Cause I won't be your savior [2x] You're sad But you're happier than I'll ever be Some said You were mine. Yeah, you'll be my memory You're sad But at least you don't feel like you're dead

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released December 10, 2015

All songs written by Luke Westlake except track 1 (A. Ciobanu/P. Castro), track 6 (E. Kelly/F. McKee) and track 8 (P. Castro).
Recorded between July 2015 and September 2015.

Produced and engeneered by Kastru.
Photography by Alexandra Monteiro.
Re-issued.

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Alt Rock de Lisboa.

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