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Money, Time & Space

by Ashtray Monument

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1.
Anhedonia 02:25
I'm bored to the core Been through this before Can't seem to have fun Are they laughing at me? I'd desire to flee Oh, please give me a gun 'Cause I'm a waste of Money, Time & Space The deepness of my thoughs swallows my foreground Such apathic monotony Makes me wonder why should I be around Nobody seems to understand how Panic attacks me in such a violent way I saw myself clearer when all lights faded out Man, I'm a waste of Money, Time & Space The deepness of my thoughs swallows my foreground Such apathic monotony Makes me wonder why should I be around A dead corpse in a tree Distorcing reality I can't seem to be true A head full of lies Neglecting demise Nothing can follow through I'm bored to the core Been through this before Can't seem to have fun Are they laughing at me? I'd desire to flee Oh, please give me a gun
2.
The past will always condition your future Is it fun to live in the age of paranoia? Your doubts appear as you’re blowing through the roof 'Cause the only thing that will survive is the truth Technology breaking barriers all year round Making you closer but you don’t feel around Replacing hearts with batteries Is this something humankind can’t see? How does it feel to be alone? I don’t wish it to anyone but if you do you’ll be mind blown I ache from all the ghosts of the past I guess the confusion will fade away last Technology breaking barriers all year round Making you closer but you don’t feel around Replacing hearts with batteries Is this something humankind can’t see? And as I ache I feel a shiver down my spine Tell me everything is going to be fine Technology breaking barriers all year round Making you closer but you don’t feel around Replacing hearts with batteries Is this something humankind can’t see?
3.
Hippie 03:04
4.
Found you, I lost you Nothing seems to be true I know I'm loosing track of time Now everyday is a way to lose it Oh my, to say goodbye I'm sorry for all the things I said tonight My brain's messed up My mouth is just speaking shite Can you feel me? Don't you worry There's nothing I can talk about My signals are just aiming out You know it means the world to me To me and my apathy I'm sorry about that You know I tend to go overboard And overeact It's the way I cope, it's shite I'm all worked up I'm so fed up I never seem to get enough I'm coming down again Lighten one, my friend I'm sorry for all the things I said tonight My brain's messed up My mouth is just speaking shite Can you feel me? Don't you worry There's nothing I can talk about My signals are just aiming out You know it means the world to me To me and my apathy Why do you insist on destroying me like this? You bring me down, you take me up You fuck me up, you do Deteriorate my mind, you do This over again and over again and over again Please stop.
5.
Joker 02:12
Always been the shinny star Always been the lucky card Really smart, twice the heart Marred and cherished from the start Act eccentric, play your part Funny face, dressed bizarre Tripping on the boulevard Reeling nowhere from the bar Disdain your state of decay Put that record on replay Tell the lady that you’ll stay First of april is your day Brightest place on the room Darkest mind on the room New design, waterproof Always ready for some goof Always ready for some more Saying something they adore Broke the keys, locked the door To hide something from before Laugh a little, laugh a little Louder giggle, louder giggle In the center, in the middle Listen me for a bit oh Joker. please come closer Tell me why did you take her Joker, where’s the art On taking my queen of hearts? I know you’re a gambler You can’t do that with her You think she’s magestic We know that’s not right You’re not a believer Well, player, me neither Whatever she tells us We know it’s a lie, so The dice are all vicious The cards they are counted I can’t play this game I’m a mere 4 of spades The dealer’s convicted The pawns they’re all sober But you keep on play Therefore we’re not the same Joker. please come closer Tell me why did you take her Joker, where’s the art On taking my queen of hearts?
6.
Find yourself in a struggle to get out of here I see you in the sky, do I want you near? You keep stayin in my head But it wants you dead and away Started drifting and now you don't know how to stop I gave you all I had, it wasn't enough My mind thinks I need you back 'Cause you're all I had but I don't You lost all our bets I have no regrets You're a waste of my time and my pack of cigarettes Lost sight of day, praised boring nights Trapped in the thought of the way I lied Cursing and undertoning What we had before Need room to think, can't afford the rent Wasted dopamine on the night we met Money, Time & Space of the years we spent All crumbling down, a castle of sand (You're a waste of my time and my pack of cigarettes)
7.
Spring 03:13
I'd like to know where I am Everything is changing And I don't know where I stand The leaves are changing into green The world is speeding up Unlike anything I've ever seen We are the spring But we miss the winter I don't know what this world will bring But it will never bring you closer What am I doing in this place? I feel like i'm lost in space My thoughts are stupid and pretentious Thinking about life can be dangerous So look at me What do you see? A pocket full of dreams And a head full of screams What am I doing in this place? I feel like i'm lost in space My thoughts are stupid and pretentious Thinking about life can be dangerous When you haven't got a clue And you think you're fine But you're way out of line What am I doing in this place? I feel like i'm lost in space My thoughts are stupid and pretentious Thinking about life can be dangerous
8.
Santa Monica 03:03
Where did you learn love? In some netflix movie? Tell me who’d you picture When you said it to me Come on! Now it’s hard even To feel compassion Watching every fraction Of our goddamn fiction Where do you lay That empty head now? Where do you lie To whom and whatabout? Keep copying whatever Somewhere out there We'll meet again To feel? Unfair I breathe your air Somewhere out there We'll meet again To feel? Unfair I breathe your air Keep copying whatever How are you a mess? Why do you fake stress? How's your spine an S If you were spineless? Keep copying whatever All we did was pretend Now I'm tied to my bed And, damn, you never meant You'd be here till the end Keep copying whatever
9.
That's all you need in life, a little place for your stuff. That's all your house is- a place to keep your stuff. If you didn't have so much stuff, you wouldn't need a house. You could just walk around all the time. You leave your house, you gotta lock it up. Wouldn't want somebody to come by and take some of your stuff. They always take the good stuff. They never bother with that crap you're saving. All they want is the shiny stuff. That's what your house is, a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get...more stuff! Sometimes you gotta move, gotta get a bigger house. Why? No room for your stuff anymore. Did you ever notice when you go to somebody else's house, you never quite feel a hundred percent at home? You know why? No room for your stuff. Somebody else's stuff is all over the goddamn place! And if you stay overnight, unexpectedly, they give you a little bedroom to sleep in. Bedroom they haven't used in about eleven years. Someone died in it, eleven years ago. And they haven't moved any of his stuff! Right next to the bed there's usually a dresser or a bureau of some kind, and there's no room for your stuff on it. Somebody else's shit is on the dresser. Have you noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? "Get that shit off of there and let me put my stuff down!" "Here's a place here, put a little bit of stuff there, put some stuff here, put some stuff- you put your stuff there, I'll put some stuff- here's another place for stuff, look at this, I'll put some stuff here." You start to get used to it, you start to feel okay, because after all, you do have some of your stuff with you. Money, keys, comb, wallet, lighter, hanky, pen, smokes, rubber and change. That's all you need in life, a little place for your stuff.
10.
Nature 04:57
11.

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Written and recorded by Ashtray Monument.
Recorded during the Summer of 2017, Papagovas' Garagem

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released September 24, 2018

Luke: Vocals & guitars
Castro: Vocals, bass & guitars
Chaveiro: Drums; Bass in track 11; Guitar in track 10

Guilherme Godinho: Guitar & backing vocals in track 5

Mixing & mastering: Castro

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Alt Rock de Lisboa.

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